-_-

for once i feel like i'm a trash

for once i've lost all my confidence

for once i feel so negative

for once everything seems going against me

for once i feel lonely

for once i don't have people to talk to and i don't dare to talk to people.


hope she's here with me.

well, will she accept me is still a question.

the only way is to go back to God.

God, help me!

"I'm Back!!!"

*hey! i'm back!*

*currently i'm updating my blog in starbucks at Berjaya Times square....*

puff!

i woke up.

gosh! not again.

really hate dreaming that i'm packing to prepare or even boarding the flight to go back to Malaysia. now this is worse, i'm am (was) BACK in malaysia.

cause it will only make me to sleep more and try my luck to get back into the same dream.

or it'll leave me with disappointment, cause i'm still in Manipal while exam's in two weeks time.

question:

why niCk doesn't have a girlfriend?

do leave your guesses in my comment box. don't do anything if you know the answer.
just wanna know who is reading my blog and what you people think about me.

*i know my one and only fan club member - Angel Wong knows the answer. so she can, for once, not leave any comment in this post. hahaha

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