Great!

last week's worship was great!
last last week's was also great (perasan!)

but seriously, leading worship in the new church building is great!

niway. everything is great except for catching up with studies.

after some ups and downs for the past weeks, it's time to catch up with my studies dy!

had fast and pray last sunday. and it was awesome! i was all charged up for my studies.
solution for i-cannot-study-lar: pray!

studies studies studies!!!


i miss her...

renew

create in me a pure heart, O God
and renew a right spirit within me

cast me not away from thy presence, O God
and take not Thy Holy Spirit from me
restore unto me, the joy of Your salvation
and renew and right spirit within me

i was crying and on my knees when the church sang this song today. but the service ended early. i had to quickly stood up and wipe away my tears.

-_-

for once i feel like i'm a trash

for once i've lost all my confidence

for once i feel so negative

for once everything seems going against me

for once i feel lonely

for once i don't have people to talk to and i don't dare to talk to people.


hope she's here with me.

well, will she accept me is still a question.

the only way is to go back to God.

God, help me!